15 again

I’ve recently been reflecting on the past and wondering where my life will go in the future, during which I found myself thinking of all the activities I did before uni that I quickly replaced with alcohol and studying. Tonight I decided to channel my inner 15 year old; with nowhere to go and strict curfews I used to do a ridiculous amount of drawing to fill up time so why did I ever stop?

One reason might be that I’m not that good. I seem to have a knack for copying other peoples work well but my original ideas are a flop; so here is the result of my boredom and life pondering mindset tonight. I just thought I would share with the World Wide Web – (This adds a sense of purpose to an evening of procrastination.) ^_^


Shiro from Deadman Wonderland drawn in an A6 notebook – whilst watching Catfish: The TV show.

Experimental Narratives: Lecture 3

I learnt a lot more about what our final piece will be this week. We were looking at a range of unconventional videos that have a huge impact on the audience without using fancy trickery.

We looked at how art movements strongly influence going against the cliche and present new revolutionary ideas. These are some of the movements and the videos we looked at in relations to them.


Surrealists had a tendency to forcefully put themselves into a state of mind where the access the irrational. Drug induced paintings, forceful writing, and self harming are methods that Surrealist allegedly used to put themselves in a uneasy state of mind.

Bunuel’s – Un Chein Andalou

Once you get past the initial shock of this video you …..

A more modern surrealism piece, William Kentridge’s – Five Themes animation is a different way to present an unusual narrative.

All William Kentridge’s animations are filmed with an SLR camera, and on one giant piece of paper, instead of starting a fresh for each frame, kentridge rubs out parts of his charcoal drawing and applies more. I find this fascinating, his physical end piece is a journey of his art. In a way this appeals to me more then the animation does. The story left on the paper and the traces are fascinating. Also the fact that other then the images he takes and the traces left on the paper, the frames only exist for him, in his studio for a few minutes. In case you have no idea what i’m going on about, or you want to know more, here is a video of Kentridge making his animations.

From one extreme to the other, Jan Svankmajer, created a film called ‘Little Otik’, the story is based around a fairytale in which an infertile mother falls in love with a wooden baby her husband carved for her. Her love animated the child, but it has horrible consequences. This is a trailer, that taps into how surreal and unconventional the movie is, which is unusual of a film which follows a fairytale story, well actually it probably follows the original story rather then the Disney-fied sensored version.


Moving on from surrealism to the more contemporary videos now.


Derek Jarman’s video – Blue is a simple yet emotional video. Usually if you told me I was about to watch a really famous video which consists only of a blue screen I would switch myself off. But the story behind this video gives it so much emotion and passion.

Derek Jarman was dying of aids when he made this video, and this video expresses how his sense of hearing became vital when he started to loose his sight. As you can imagine being a video maker with no sight is not the ideal situation. I think i relate with this video because as a photographer who was born with cataracts I live my life never knowing if/when I will start to loose my sight. My story is not quite as serious as Derek Jarman’s but its something that plays on the back of my mind and it’s a relief to know that after losing sight a visual artist can still create.

Moving on to a beautiful technique, rotoscoping, I can’t escape it this week, in a another module we looked at the work of Richard Linklater, his adaptation of Philip K. Dick’s book, ‘A Scanner Darkly’. The film is done through rotoscoping, I have yet to watch it all but this clip shows the beauty of rotoscoping.

The rotoscoped video we looked at in lectures today was ‘Waltz with Bashir’, a documentary style film which is rotoscoped.

And finally the last video we looked at is a documentary which as won numerous awards and was edited on imovie. It’s an exploration of the self, and the creator Jonathan Caouette’s coming to terms with his childhood and growing up with a schizophrenic mother. Again I haven’t seen the film, I will ASAP and post about it but this is a trailer.

sleepless nights

last night i could not sleep. every time i closed my eyes I started thinking of different photo shoots, lighting and styling, it got to 3am and i thought this is ridiculous. So i made a quick sketch of the image i couldn’t stop planning. It is a cosplay photograph, based on the character Ichigo from Tokyo Mew Mew.

Colours will be really important in this shoot, the character wears all pink, and last night i thought a pink highlight would look nice as if it’s coming from the outside, but on second thoughts maybe a colder colours like blue.

This shoot won’t happen for a while because getting the Cosplay outfit and accessories right will take a while, but still i’m excited.

continuing anime portraits

so it never even occurred to me to try and manipulate my portrait using photoshop to a humanistic anime style person. So lets look  at the characteristics of anime girls faces…

 The head shape is circular, with a v and on the bottom, unlike ours which is like an upside down egg  traditionally in art.

The eyes, probably the most important start half way

down the head. and take up a big proportion of the face. whereas the lips are small.